Schiz's Flow

2004-06-30T22:13:00.000+08:00

I've changed blogs. You should be redirected to the new site immediately: http://stationary-drifting.blogspot.com/

2004-06-29T10:59:00.000+08:00

Amazing, isn't it? I had to login to my TagBoard account just to check what messages I got. Right, I shan't be bothered to delete the 'loser' message. Who cares, really? Besides, I'm trying not to use vulgarities and am censoring it.

and for ur information this is the World Wide Web, anybody can see it.

Obviously, what else did you think I was thinking about? Maybe I should abandon this and restart a new blog with less of that crap I wrote previously.

Plus, I can guess who posted it (cue for eye-rolling).

Right. Enough for now.

2004-06-29T10:50:00.000+08:00

Mood: Slightly pissed off
Song playing: None at present

Yes, this was posted using the school coms.

I was told by someone that my last post was total gibberish. Sorry, but when you're rushed for time and you're desperately trying to post something coherent while attempting to sort out all your thoughts, this is the end product.

I have something to rant about today: the appalling state of English in song titles. I mean, in the mid and late 90s, the content of contemporary songs may have already started to progress towards innuendo and you-know-what, but at least they had song titles that were spelt out properly.

Fine. So, I think the trend of bad spelling started late in 2001, apparently because it was hip and cool, and that it was very 'rebellious', so teens would take to it. It began pretty mildly, with He Loves U Not. Sk8er Boi was a lot more ungrammatical, but it was still tolerable anyway.

I think a wave of misspelt hits must have really hit us last year. We had What's Luv?, Rock Wit U and Right Thurr, not to mention lots more other songs.

The main culprits behind this misspelling trend is probably the hip-hop genre. I mean, personally I have no qualms about the occasional word permutation, but when all the artistes do it, it just becomes tiring, sickening and disgusting. Plus, if the songs are totally horrid, it does not help.

I mean, what's Right Thurr about? (I absolutely hate the 'thurr' sound.) Frankly, it's about a guy who gets horny when he sees a sexy woman, and he proceeds to f**k her. (Then again, isn't this the exact same theme of so many other songs, just using various other 'creative' devices to sink to further lows?) The subtitle of Rock Wit U is Aww Baby, which really means that you don't need to listen to the song, because it's just a really cheesy beat with Ashanti ranting on about the virtues of the phrase 'Aww Baby'. You know, Ashanti is becoming so insipidly unoriginal that we can predict all her songs will have the word 'baby' in it. It's almost as if she's lacking a real one and needs it.

But I digress. Another frustration I have with these misspelt titles is that it is so fricking difficult to search for relevant stuff to the song. I mean, if you spell What's Luv? as What's Love? instead, wouldn't it be easier to search for those who have only heard but not seen the song title before? Perhaps I'm just lacking in this 'hip' lingo, but it just pisses me off how every song is misspelt to such a laughable degree. Next time, I guess I could even be searching for Luvin Izz Ez, Da Way U Muv or Starrie Aied Surprize. Thankfully, the Black Eyed Peas declined to spell their hit single as Where Is The Luv?, or I would have gone mad by now. Really, all you singers out there: please do a favour for our sanities and stop this idiotic trend.

Just now in Lit class, there was this discussion about sexual innuendo. I'm not sure because someone started it, but I think it had something to do with female body parts, and I suggested something about bras... and I got many laughs for that. Give me a break, people. I'm merely suggesting that something of a similar situation might have happened in the poem, and the bra was more of an example than the actual occurance itself.

Whew! I'm done! Finally...

P.S. Peter Andre cannot sing. Yes, he CANNOT. Then why did Insania and Mysterious Girl both reached the top 3 spots in the UK Top 40 countdown, you ask? Don't forget that this is also the chart that voted The Cheeky Song, The Cha Cha Slide and The Fast Food Song into those same slots too.

2004-06-28T21:48:00.000+08:00

Mood: Feelin' fine...
Song playing: 'Try Again' - Aaliyah

Right, so I've remade my blog. Some of you complained that your computer couldn't read Bradley Hand ITC, so here it is: a change to my favourite font, Comic Sans MS. Plus, I'll be using 'proper' English with as little 'Netspeak' as I can. Regrettably, it irritates me to read my past posts...

Today was the opening of second semester in school. It was utterly boring, to be frank. It really pricked me to hear that our 'O' Level Chinese Oral was THIS SATURDAY, 8.00 a.m. Blah! We should have been told earlier, really. Then I can study for it in the holidays.

In any case, I finished all my homework, and basically spent the last days of the holidays watching lots of reality TV and soccer. Euro 2004 is such an exciting event, because every time the pundits think they're right, they're wrong. It's so fun watching how circumstances arise in matches that are beyond the pundits' predictions.

Really, though! Czech Republic 3, Denmark 0. I'd thought that the Czech would be a few down by half-time, Denmark would score at least 1 goal, probably through J.D. Tomasson, and that the Czech would beat the Danes by 1 more. Oh well! Guesses, guesses... I'm going for the Portugal/Czech Republic final!

Quote of the day:

"The universal truth is that students should do homework, and that teachers are always reasonable people."

- Mr. Jee

It made me nearly chuck the book in my hand (Eats, Shoots & Leaves) at him!

P.S. There are some really nice screenshots of The Sims 2 available at their official website: http://thesims2.ea.com/screens.php

2004-06-25T21:06:00.000+08:00

Oh... my poor bloggy!!!!! =D

Mood: happysad
Song playing: Why - Mis*Teeq

hello bloggy! so nice to see you again...

i stopped posting for a while after march... and it was like, i was so sad.... i couldn't get to post the tioman trip... so whenver something sad happened, i was like, "oh? should i post? yes? no?" all the other times i went for 'no'. time for 'yes'...

lol this is so sad. I've finished MOST of my homework. except for my lit file and the unseen prose. waaarrrgh. i hate doing lit file. and i can't understand a single bit of that unseen...

what did i do during the hols? i cheonged a bit in the first week, then i slowed down a lot during second and third week. now here i am, cheonging again on the last week. was hoping to make a difference this hols (u know, the age-old tradition of Lastminitwork)- well, i didn't! at least i did quite a lot on the first week *sigh*

oh, but i'm still very excited. that's because the sims 2 and rollercoaster tycoon 3 are coming out within 3 months! lol, i played a lot of sims in the hols. some sims did normal things, other sims did great things, a few more did.... erm horrid things. And yes, it is possible to make a lesbian couple, cos i've experimented with the magic oil lamp and tried it. looked at some screens from the sims 2. it looked fantabulous! i'll get it as soon as it comes out.

this is so idiotic isn't it? i actually captured it during one of my sims games.

am both looking forward to and anxious about school reopening... oh well, let's just see how it goes...

BTW, for Euro 2004 Quarter-finals 2, Greece vs. France - I'm going for 2:1, a France win. Wonder if it will be right though, considering the extreme number of upsets achieved in this year's Euro...

2004-03-13T20:00:00.000+08:00

Mood: tired
Song playing: 'action' - st. etienne

i'm tired out after a whole day of running around, looking for the jobs.

moral of the story 1: it is never wise to try doing job week in groups of 6.
moral of the story 2: never try saturday mornings, even at 9:30 (when people still sleep).
moral of the story 3: never try saturday afternoons, especially when it's the first day of the march school holidays.
moral of the story 4: the economy is bad, so be grateful you even got $1, you stupid little bastard.

dotz. i am totally envious of xy. earned $120 IN THE MORNING. the others were quick to point this out as they each made say $30. (like i did.)

i shall try my luck tmr. hope i can get even half of the target (a laughable, foolish idea). in any case, job week is totally sad. i really wish rajaraja the great would fuck himself - the economy is obviously bad, why are you still forcing people to pay out of their pockets just to fund some stupid scouts activity.

people keep on asking me what i think of william hung. even as a fellow asian, i am not impressed. as for how he looks... he looks like he just screwed a banana. honest.

the jee jokes are obviously keeping the morale of us 3Lers high enough. the most told one must probably be this one:

Q: What is Mr. Jee's favourite undergarment?
A: Jee-string.

yes, yes, it's lame... but it really helps to dispel our increasing intolerance of his behaviour. may i suggest we set up a website that records all the jee jokes available. of course, we'd better hope that he doesn't discover it. =D

out of all the teachers going on the tioman trip, i think koh is the only tolerable one. in fact, she's actually turning out to be not too bad at all. but chua, khoo and jee... i can only hope that they make less of their noise on the trip. (a most unlikely outcome.)

therefore, to conclude... i'm both happy and sad at the thought of going to tioman. the rundown:

HAPPY: scuba diving, ramly burgers (mmm), card games marathons
SAD: chua, khoo, jee, david ranting on and on about tioman's ecology (why doesn't he just take the place of the guide =( )

to end this, i shall quote the sad khoo: "no hanky panky at night... the teachers will go around the chalets to spot fishy characters in places they shouldn't be..." oh, puh-leeze! there probably goes any chance of late-night card sessions. =(

2004-03-11T21:16:00.000+08:00

Mood: happy/sad (sadness indeed)
Song playing: 'shen qi' - sun yanzi

why do i always say 'today is a sad sad day?' oh yah - because it IS always sad. -_-

within 4 hours of waking up, a sad thing has already happened. i told my mom i was having lunch at eastpoint... and she ended up cooking for me. despite that i kept on reminding her for three days straight previously. haha. at least i saved some money. wolfed down lunch and rushed to the train. turned out it was not necessary as chua sauntered into the station 10 minutes after i arrived. if she's not pms then there will be few words to describe her. oh, but of course, as expected, she started to bicker with us again. it's like she's always angry loh... so sad. luckily miss chong was still smiling the whole time... and she was with 3L! ^^ sorry, 3M. i guess i hurt your feelings.

after 10 minutes of pmsing and calling us 'tardy jerks' (look who's talking) we rushed to parliament house and the dark clouds above were not a good sign (actually, more of a pre-emptive effect). so we were met by a pleasant lady and her stiff male colleague and after various security checks (tedious but necessary i suppose) we got various articles related to parliament sitting in (parliament debated abt the Budget today) and first we went to the educators' chamber (obviously they pre-empted how noisy we were going to be =p) but then later, we actually got to go the public chamber and watch the debate laughed! among the mps and ministers i saw: mr lim hng kiang (hu was addressing the other mps), dpm lee, steve chia (i noe... i can see u laugh -_-)... but the chamber was actually less than half-full. seems like singaporeans dun really care abt politics. hmm.

as we came out of the parliament building, guess what... it rained. probably a very ordinary incident, but with classmates walking in the rain it wasn't. haha... seemed quite shuang too. but i didn't join in cos (i) i brought an umbrella (ii) i'm very kiasi. afraid of catching cold, not without reason tho. u shld have seen how many ppl were looking at the others... surely a head-turning sight. especially those ang mohs at City Hall. but back in america the teenagers probably do tt too, so nothing too xi qi.

sad sad wkrz! when i won the sms contest on the walkerthon on tuesday, suzanne walker promised me 'enuff candy to last me a month'! when i went to collect the prize, it turned out to be a miserable tin of werther's original. ok, it's not entirely the station's fault i guess... who asked me to be so guillible. =(

i guess u all noticed a bit of change in the skin. it's an interim version - v2. v3 comes... when i figure it out. -_-

still got so much hw to do. dotz. guess i have to bring some over to tioman.

2004-03-10T13:04:00.000+08:00

Mood: frustratedannoyedmoody
Song playing: 'rock your body rock' - ferry corsten

i'm going nuts already. my neighbour is renovating his house for 3 straight days. luckily 2dae is last day! =) but tmr is the parliament thing, fridae got stupid scouts ask us back for fucking job week (aren't their coffers full enuff?
>=( ) and how am i going to do hw. =(

suddenly remembered wad silly thing happened on monday. the girls dropped jz's hp in the sanitary pad bin. aww... well jz at least its better than having it drop in the toilet bowl isn't it =D aniwae heard he's change hp soon... =( sadness indeed. i sense the overwhelming state of poverty i'm in now.

yesterday... i agree. chem viva is horrible. of all the topics i covered, i failed to read up on chromatography. and shu made me answer on tt. sad sad. scraped past it. wad stupid chem test grades. bah. and when will david stop sucking up to the teachers. daniel cs and i were like trying to discuss our chem proj and he kept on barging into the convo. fucking annoying. but luckily shu cahsed him out and we locked the door. =D

for the first time, saw 2 peeps fighting in school canteen. actually not really fighting. i heard this crash, then got a guy who was splashed with the soup. next thing i saw them pushing each other like what, wrestling? well luckily they only did some pushing, cos teacher came soon after. well... at least it isnt like some of those american teens, crazy violent idiots punching each other the whole time at their locker rows. =|

embarassed myself greatly during dinner time. i saw this tiny green vegetable-like thing in the fishead curry which looked like a bean. i bit on it and ended up gulping down 3 cups of iced water. mental note: no matter how tempting they look, do not eat green chillies, especially the tiny ones. =(

dotz. yesterday was so sad. stuck with a whole burden of hw, including some of yeo's. shall stop procrastinating and get to it now.

2004-03-08T22:05:00.000+08:00

Mood: happy
Song playing: 'heaven (radio edit)' - dj sammy and yanou feat. do

wat a monday. take 40 mins to come to school, just to hear khoo crap for another 40. well, today's tioman trip briefing reminded me of why i chose not to take bio in the first place. 'we are not responsible if you lose a limb or become trapped in a permanent vegatative state because we have already taken full measures, so in that case it's because you are irresponsible in your actions." choy, choy! don't curse us u stupid khoo!

saw the others go bowling in the afternoon. and as usual yiming is more than glad to lecture us abt his knowledge on 'human mechanics'. -_- a whole lot of tyco strikes and spares came up. dotz.

found this really funny website. read at your own peril, be prepared to laugh till your ass hurts. Click here.

btw does anyone haf an mp3 by a band called St. Etienne? I need a song 'action' and more specifically, the (mr. joshua edit). haf the original song, but liked the edit better when i heard it on radio.

mind is blank after trying (unsuccessfully) on a massive mp3 search. shall sign off now. ciao!

2004-03-07T22:33:00.000+08:00

Mood: ok.lah.
Song playing: 'holiday' - mad*house

time for a quizathon!

The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to Purgatory!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	High
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Moderate
Level 2 (Lustful)	Very Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Moderate
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Moderate
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	High
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Very High
Antisocial:	Moderate
Borderline:	Moderate
Histrionic:	Low
Narcissistic:	Moderate
Avoidant:	High
Dependent:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

Your Energy is Blue. You are a creative thinker
with an active imagination. Artistic and
talented, you want to reach the stars and bring
them down to form. You are trustworthy, honest
and reliable. Others feel comfortable in your
presence as you project a non-threatening,
serene energy.

You would do well in any of the helping
professions, as an artist, singer, diplomat,
orater, or clergy member.

What color is your energy?
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2004-03-07T19:06:00.000+08:00

Mood: excited
Song playing: 'sunrise' - simply red

hooray! it's the start of e-learning! ^^ bad news: i still haf to go out everyday except wednesday. -_- the rundown:
mon: tioman briefing
tue: chem viva
thur: parliament sitting
fri: scouts job week card collection
sat-mon: JOB WEEK

ugggh! how am i going to pack my stuff for the tioman trip? i'm reallie sad aren't i? =(

You are guided by light. While all can be bad
around you, you still stay calm and make things
better. There aren't a lot of people in the
world like you. (Rate my test)

What force is your soul?
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lol. found this interesting joke on the internet: (warning - last 2 lines may not appeal to you. skip it if u r some squeaky clean puritan or wateva)

One of the main reasons why in recent years the Singapore Government has always ensured that their Miss Universe representative were of tertiary level education or higher was because of the following incident which occurred not too many years ago. It is the final round of the Miss Universe Pageant and the 3 finalists, Miss USA, Miss Malaysia and Miss Singapore are being asked 3 simple questions:

MC: The first question is name me an electrical appliance starting with "L"

Miss USA: Lamp

Miss Malaysia: Laptop

Miss Singapore: LADIO

Judge: No, no, Radio does not start with the letter "L"

MC: I am going to give you 2 more chances; The next question is name me an animal starting with the letter "L"

Miss USA: Lion

Miss Malaysia: Leopard

Miss Singapore: LABBIT

Judge: No, no, no, Rabbit does not start with the letter "L"

MC: I am going to give you one last chance, if you answer this question incorrectly, you are disqualified. Name me a fruit starting with the letter "L"

Miss USA: Lemon

Miss Malaysia: Lychee

Miss Singapore, with full of confidence, smiles and says: LIEWLIAN !!

This is not the end of the story, the Judge consulted the board of judges to determine if Miss Singapore should really disqualified; and they decided that since Miss Singapore was having as many problems with the letter "L", the decided to give her another chance.

MC: OK, the final question is name me a human anatomy starting with the letter "L"

Miss USA: Lung (applause)

Miss Malaysia: Liver (even more applause)

Miss Singapore: LAN CIAU

Judge: ?????????!!!!

haha, very lame and stupid... but funny. =D

2004-03-06T22:15:00.000+08:00

Mood: numbness overwhelming
Song playing: 'give it away' - deepest blue

another sad day of scouts has passed. well... i feel numb. very.

haha, i really dun noe whether to feel happy or sad or nothing at all today. why?

1) i feel sad because its a scouts activity in any case. kelvin, u dun feel sad, I DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2) happy cos the damn catapult we built actually managed to launch projectiles.

3) numb... well it was kinda like we were neither first nor last, and the normally sad ventures/rovers were unusually benevolent 2dae (well considering how bad they usually are... =( ) and tt there was just a general feel of dullness 2dae.

ah, when will the stupid kah kiat stop frolicking wif his damn soccer buddies? he is the pl after all. he shld at least get involved in his patrol and stop saying 'i dun care, you'd better do it now' or 'you think of a solution yourself... i dun believe u cant do it'. an obvious case of low brain to muscle ratio, where all rules of common sense are expected to be broken. well, if u r so good, STOP PLAYING WIF THE SOCCER BALL and help us. but at least he shall leave in 3 months time... bad news is tt there's pltc. =(

well, sad ming ming... i dun post every day! i only post when i can go online. so there.

if anybody is interested in the MV of the song playing on my com right now, it's: "Give It Away" - Deepest Blue

nitez!

2004-03-04T22:03:00.000+08:00

Mood: placid
Song playing: 'as the rush comes' - motorcycle

2 open-book tests in a day. all the idea of the Chua. I love the idea... really hope she gives us more open-book tests! =p wah, i really dunno what she's thinking of.

if i could title my post, i'd have called this The Paedophile Strikes Back. or you could say he's revealing his true colours. whatever. aniwae, he went into the classroom and asked for the geog test to stop cos its his period. (actually i'd much rather do the test for 3 periods.) then chian yeh went around collecting the papers, yiming was not done, so he snarled at the other person. yeo obviously was not pleased, he started to pms about yiming. but i really must say... yiming's face showed tt he asked for it! honest! you should see how black it was. and... shan liang de chian yeh? ahem!

chia didn't come 2dae, so the sec 2s didnt really play bridge cos they only had 1 deck. i've finished another of yeo's essays. nearly done wif all his hw! ~yayz!~

really liked motorcycle's new single - very funky. if perchance u're interested, here's the video clip: 'As The Rush Comes' by Motorcycle

tired out. and there's scout tmr =( , so better sleep early. nitez!

2004-03-03T20:10:00.000+08:00

Mood: bouncing up and down in my seat
Song playing: 'gotta tell you' - samantha mumba

ahhh! still didnt noe what pressie i shld hv given to liling. wah lao... so idiotic of me! nvm, forget abt it. anyway, tml's geog and ss papers are open book. the chua seemed to be in a very good mood 2dae, maybe tt's why she said we cld do open book. still, it ain't gonna make it any less easier... gl every1!

mdm. john's reallie artistic isn't she? ^_^ tt fine piece of art she drew, do u suppose it qualifies to be showcased in the guggenheim? =p

heck! am doing mr ken's lit hw now. well siht, i dun noe how to do passage 4 q1, romeo talk so much crap i wouldn't noe how to blow it up so tt it seems long enuff! =( but u suppose i cld just say he 'is skin-deep in his hyperboles'?

cont. later.

[edit] too lazy to post anymore. signing off here. [10.12 p.m.]

(p.s. so now what r we supposed to do in mpp? research and backup right?)

2004-03-02T21:53:00.000+08:00

Mood: happy
Song playing: 'diamond life' - louie vega feat. julie mcknight

ahh... stupid PowerWebMusic... i still can't upload songs... grr.

well well... time for a quote:

Hopefully, as the Georgia economy approves -- improves -- and I'm confident it will -- there will be opportunities for business opportunities.
-- George W. Bush Jr., Washington, D.C., Feb. 25, 2004

hmm... fruit for thought. =p

nothing much tmr, except the MPP. blah!

how i wish i cld drop geog and take c lit. and i still dunno hu i'm rooming wif in tioman. whoever it is tho, there's only two things on my mind now abt the trip:

(I) DAI DEE AND (II) RAMLY BURGERS! (I) wah on tioman i bet wo men hui wan dao shuang. (II) ramly burgers! yum yum, i'm already salivating now! mmm! =P

getting sleepy now. shall blog another day!

2004-03-02T18:24:00.000+08:00

Mood: happy
Song playing: 'forever' - dee dee

well, i still have to do my mpp and send it out before dinnertime...

i hated the hcl test. 48 marks guaranteed, but 77 at max. wah lao...

looks like i still will pass, but not by a pretty margin. oh well, if only i read thru ci yu shou ce more carefully... -_-

well, no point bemoaning bout it now. and the chinese quiz... i read most of the featured news but i can't remember the exact stats! i think now liling's overwhelming proness in chinois shall make me feel sad.

Your a wind Dragon! Hey, you, the smartest dragon
of the branch. You love reading and writing,
but are quite shy. Your IQ is probably sky-high
and your stories can win trophies. Your not
very good in sports, or maybe you are, and just
not inrested.. You are very wise, smart, and
kind.

What elemental dragon are you?
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ah.... caustic at times too.

Morpheus

?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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well, more to be posted later.

2004-03-01T21:52:00.000+08:00

Mood: relieved
Song playing: 'love foolsophy' - jamiroquai

whew! finished geog and revised for parts of hcl.

time for more quizzes. haha.

Suicide! (and you know it, so... dont u have
something to do?)

Choose your Dramatic Death (Now w/pics!!)
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(not very true - haven't been thinking abt suicide at all for a very very long time. ^.^)

You belong on a lazy-day beach or anywhere where
you can set up a relaxing bench or chair and
watch the world go by. You don't want to make
any changes, watching is enough to make you
content. The blue of the sky and the light of
day beat into your soul and you drift into the
world and around without harming anything or
making any ripples in the fabric of humanity.
Enjoy your peace, few have it, though few would
want it at the cost.

Where do you belong?(ANIME IMAGES)
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haha... i'll post more 2mr. gdnitez!

2004-03-01T18:56:00.000+08:00

Mood: unusally happy
Song playing: 'reason' - ian van dahl

well... looks like i can't find tt song...

time for a quizathon!

Earth

Which Planet Are You?
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You are Schroeder!

Which Peanuts Character are You?
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What Finding Nemo Character are You?
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My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.

How Old is Your Inner Child?
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avoidant

Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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more to come l8r...

2004-02-29T21:19:00.000+08:00

Mood: placid
Song playing: "there's gotta be more to life" - stacie orrico

i feel much better now. after clearing up the rest of the stuff tt the mpp ppl left behind, i've settled down to do more work.

it's quite frustrating. how do you customise your own blogskin? i've already made out the various components but am not to sure how to deck it out. for example, this will be my new blog title:

the.quick.brown.fox.jumps.over.the.lazy.dog.

but i'm not too sure how to upload it onto my blog. help, some1!!!

other than tt... not much really, besides mpp and the chem test tmr.

(p.s. i 4got abt the chem test until this afternoon. oops...)

2004-02-29T11:34:00.000+08:00

Mood: depressed
Song playing: 'tian hei hei' - sun yanzi

it's only morning, but i feel so depressed. a series of small mistakes tt i made yesterday made my mum flare up. i reallie don't noe why... i'm nearly breaking down. i can't say i'm me today. it's just tt... just tt... all these minute feelings of sadness tt i always had, just tt i brushed them off... it just all resurfaced today. i noe... my mum gets frustrated or worried at the smallest things. i feel so miserable... cos i noe it's none of her fault. i'm reallie worried i'm going down the same way as she has... i'm not a christian, but i call for help to God - not the creator, but more of a universal entity - pls give me strength... she's worsening recently, and i'm helpless to do anything except try to comfort her, put up and sorts... u may think i'm just trying to whine for help and garner myself sympathy here... it's just my true feelings. i'm not ashamed to admit tt i'm still crying a bit as i write this post. it really soothes me... my dad can't do much either, but i understand... he talked to me this morn and he kind amade me feel better. mom, dad... despite all the time i grouse abt you, all the times i bitched and shouted @ you... i really love you. i do...

i don't profess to be a perfect person. but i try to be one as much as i can. maybe i've grown a little disillusioned with my life now... but i noe, i've got to be strong, to try and face up and move on.

scott and gang... i'm sorry, but i haven't done much for mpp yet. i'll try to do as much as i can in the next few hrs. pls... i'm sorry.

i guess i really have to loosen up and lighten up... when i feel much better, when i feel more cheerful, i'll put 2gether my blog skin. for now... i really don't and can't give a fuck about it no more.

2004-02-28T21:56:00.000+08:00

Mood: teetering between neutrality and slight irritation
Song playing: "feels so good" - mario lopez

as again, power web music has failed to supply me with the suitable song... wish i could upload my songs on.

anyway, scouts today... well at least the ventures/rovers werent as sadist as they were last time. not that it means much. fine, kelvin, i noe, you enjoyed yourself and had a great time in scouts, well, i did NOT! but it was less grueling than last time, admittably. aniwae, my scouts junior told me this lame but kinda funny joke:

Q: there once lived a green man in a green house, where the interior was all green, with his green car and green dog. one day, he was bathing in his green bathtub when a little girl selling flags knocked on his door. in his haste he forgot to dry himself with his green towel and green clothes, and opened the green door naked. the little girl screamed, ran across the road and got knocked down by a car, and she died. what is the moral of the story?
A: don't cross the road when the green man is flashing.

(don't roll your eyes.)

timothy's jokes, on the other hand, are a totally different matter. i spent a lot of time covering my ears, shouting "shush! shush!" at him. but he didnt bother to. so i stuffed a rope in his mouth. (well, not tt you'd even call them jokes/riddles/wateva. more like lame questions wif lame answers.) wuliao timothy... stop making up lame 'riddles', i noe u r deprived, but it's no fricking excuse!

okay, after letting out a vent of anger... hmm, the day somehow was less tedious than i thot, except shi tian started behaving as if he had pms. very surprising, esp. if u consider tt its scouts after all. i dunno why, sometimes i just feel a little jealous @ the other ccas, like st. john's (everytime i see them theyre playing ball games) and art club ('nuff said). they get to go so early... grr...

teachers, teachers! i started thinking abt the teachers 2dae when i was going home, and i think it's time for a bit of my analysis into their performance. hey, don't be angry if i said ur fave teacher sux or ur most hated teacher was not bad... it's just my opinion!

mr. yeo: okay, i will be objective as much as i can here, but i think every1 agrees his teaching methods are unconventional. but somehow he just gives me the creeps. 4m last yr i gave him the nickname 'paedophile'. yah, i noe, u'll go "yuck! how cld u say dat?" but i think he seems a little interested in 'that' area. he's not totally without his merits tho. his lesson may not be more of a chinese lesson than a platform to preach abt life. while i appreciate some of his views of life, i'm a little unimpressed wif the way he teaches his ke wen. it's pretty handy to just remember words tt may come out, of cos, but i tend to think his teaching of the lesson is a bit superficial 4 some units...

miss khoo: shall not comment much since i'm not in bio aniwae. but her lessons seem to be the same as in sec 1: quite dry and boring.

mrs chua: she really pisses me off in a way. at the beginning she was only like quite rambly, i still can tolerate tt. then she went on to telling lame jokes... i cldn't be bothered wif it. one lame joke per lesson is still fine, but Several? no! she obviously still thinks her jokes appeal to the class (i think only david laughs @ dem - he's also lame and a bit xiao but i'll comment on tt in another post) then as if it was not enuff, she started irking every1 (except david?) wif her xiao jie pi qi (for the hanyu pinyin-illiterate, tt means 'bratty female tantrums' - a bit appropriate isnt it? =p) dear me, she thinks she owns the school, so she can treat us any way she wants, isn't it? i still remember she said @ end of sec 1 "i'm so happy tt i won't be teaching ur class next yr". well, i wouldn't want u to be my geog teacher next yr either! seriously, my perfect geog teacher wld be one tt gives out notes for lazy ppl like me (chua) and one tt's not so lame (bok). oh just imgaine hw much less miserable our lot wld probably be!

i could go on abt other teachers (well some of them r pretty okay), but it's gonna take up too much space. think i'll continue tmr.

rambling in my blog... i think it helps to release lots of frustration i have in my mind. actually, i do think abt more sensible stuff too... jus tt somehow i never write it in my blog! -_-

p.s. all u mpp ppl in my grp, meet tmr 2pm @ simei mrt station.

2004-02-27T21:59:00.000+08:00

Mood: i feel so down 2dae
Song playing: "deepest blue" - deepest blue

2dae is 1 sad day... not least because of Scouts!

crazy scouts... want us to prepare all the ingredients for a great cookout in less than 24 hrs. kelvin's patrol probably can do it. well, mine CAN'T! it doesn't help tt our pl procrastinates until the last day! this is so fucking bad. i've given up most hope on our pl. he's... well, a prat. i dun noe wat 2 do now... no choice lah, haf to go 4 scouts... and still haf to chop so much wood... wah lao... i totally lost my cool when i was leaving and i was shouting and ranting to the whole canteen (probably 6 ppl in there?) abt how 'scouts sux' and 'the pls probably were doing team f**king' and all sorts of crap anti-scout statements. i think wai lumn, claire and alvin overheard it... oops! hehe...

@ least 2 happy things occured 2dae: 1) mr. chew came back to teach us p.e. 2dae. i dunno, i just didnt like the sub p.e. teacher. i think mr. chew's not bad lah... maybe others will beg to differ? i dunno. 2) yeo didnt come for lessons 2dae! hooray! so happy! but then... it turned out to be v. boring... even more so than if he was teaching. that was kinda what i felt. weird...

as you can see, i only changed a little of the blog... i couldn't find a "deepest blue" stream on Power Web Music, so i tried to upload the song myself... the file was too huge! i think i shld remove the link to it... but i'm not sure if i can load such a huge file and play it on the Net... can some1 help me pls?

i've found the graphics i needed 4 my nu skin and work shall commence tmr. in the mean time, nitez!

(damn it... scouts is @ 8am tmr... must wake up @ 6.30...)

2004-02-26T22:03:00.000+08:00

Mood: okay
Song playing: "funky dory" - rachel stevens

2dae... more of lousy teachers! =( we had the health checkup in the morn... @ least i didnt see chua py cos we skip ss and geog. speaking of which... yesterday she was really xiao, u noe, talking abt ppl dying 4m freak natural occurences... n she was excited abt it! happy, like she enjoyed them! disgusting! lame jokes + sadistic personality = chua py!!!

jee acted gay again. his gay hand gestures r starting 2 annoy me. Maths Pro Daniel nearly fell asleep again cos he thot it was too slow n basic! hmm... he's actually right! jee shld go teach in nursery! hmph! i think miss koh's a much better math teacher!

as for paedophile yeo... nvm.

4 bridge 2dae... wah! ruijie made his noise again and again! "MWAHAHAHAHAHA!" Blech!!! it's so unnerving! and here he goes again... "I've won again!" then he and caixiang will start hi 5ing (nvm that they peek @ each others cards) and i shift the blame on poor sandra. hahaha, sorry sandra! in some strange way ruijie reminds me of aaron... -_-

well, that's that! i still have not changed my blogskin yet... patience! i shall do it over the weekend! in the meantime, i shall go sleep... gdnite all!

2004-02-25T20:28:00.000+08:00

Mood: hmm... not too bad
Song playing: "stuck" - stacie orrico

2dae was still not bad. im having a trend of making careless mistakes 4 e maths - n its starting 2 intensifying! yikes! i found 5 careless mistakes in 4 questions! eww... aniwae, dat substitute PE teacher... no offence, but does she take steroids? her voice is so, so - u noe, guai lan. n i got thrashed in pingpong by scott n jz... not dat its my first defeat! lol aniwae i cant stand chua py anymore! she's so dry n boring... i still can tolerate this, but then she so LAME! LAME! LAME! yuck! like she very funny! she always laugh @ her own jokes - others dont! -_- nearly or equally as bad as jee jw, maybe even worse! jee shall be covered another day tho! n paedophile yeo started talking abt the student porn vcd n naughty teacher incidents AGAIN. will he stop talking abt it. even if hes not sick of it i am! and finally... jer didnt fall alseep 4 the first time in yeo's class! hehehe...

for moot parliament there was quite a surprise: elbert told me that our mp topic was taken up - by the local female mps! -_- ... so aniwae ms devi told us to split up bcos ours was the only grp wif an uncertain topic, and scott's team had elected 2 boot ryan out cos they said he was gaying around in d team. (or sumthing like dat.) so now i shld b in scott's grp. kewl! i'm sure if scottie's on our side in the pm debate we'd win! haha every1 shall testify to dat!

final thing in skool 2dae... elbert got sick. he suddenly slumped on the teachers table, we shook him a bit 2 see if he was all rite then he vomitted! the poor guy refused 2 tell us wat happended and didn't want 2 go to sick bay... said he was all rite; well elbert, if ure reading this, i reallie hope so too!

not much hw 2nite! i shall run off 2 discuss wif daniel the mp project, n think abt wat im teaching the sec 2s 4 bridge tmr plus redesigning d blog! in d meantime, ta ta 4 now!

2004-02-23T21:22:00.000+08:00

mood: very very bad, dun bother!
song playing: "rendezvous" - craig david

my 1st blog. n my 1st post. ooo...

okay so wat else could there be i throw in? i havent even got started on customising my own blog yet!!! blah!!! every post is in small letters (i dun think ppl care abt the punctuation aniwae!)

i dun even feel like starting on customisation! wat a disgusting day! jee and his boring rambles again!!! twice!!! and he wonders y we're behind schedule! if everybody teach us like teaching kindergarten children we'd also b behind time!!! -_-

i'm too lazy to start on customisation yet. it's so late now and i still haf to do my moot parliament... so boring... but no choice! hmph!

shit, i think i need 40 winks 4 now... maybe i shld jus go 2 sleep, then tmr i'll be less crabby... gdnite! yawn...............................................

(p.s. this is wat happens when u do not get enuff sleep! -_- zzzzz)